I haven’t posted in a while, but things have been happening.
I’ve been suffering on and off with depression a fair amount again. I’m still on the fence about what to do about it. If I can make enough changes to ease things, great. Otherwise, I may turn to professional help.
Robin and I went on the houseboat trip. It was four days of fun, sun, a storm, alcohol, and cool people.
I gave the new-ish hybrid bike to Dawn. She needs a bike for transportation. I didn’t have a use for it. I had bought it as a gravel bike, then decided to go with a Salsa Fargo instead.
I have the Fargo. I’ve ridden it to work a few times, and around town for fun. I took it on some trails today, and realized that I still suck at mountain biking. 🙂
I decided I needed to end my relationship with Robin. I need to get my head out of my ass and figure out my life. She didn’t do anything wrong. I’m not pointing fingers. I just wasn’t behaving myself with proper lifestyle choices while around her. That’s my fault, but it needed to stop. 🙁
I’m still planning on racing Gravel Grovel this year, but I haven’t registered yet. I went for a ride today, and at only 18.5 miles, I was beat. My fitness level has really deteriorated. I’m going to have to make a concerted effort to fix this quickly. I’ve only got a little over two months.