I’m back to normal. What is normal for me these days?
- I ride a bike almost everywhere
- I go out to eat often and overeat when I do
- I drink beer several times a week
- I gain weight
- I suffer from depression
Maybe it’s time to not be normal. I want to lose more weight and be healthier and happier.
I do have one change coming that I’m not quite sure of my feelings about. Kristy and I are splitting up. I’m not going to go into details except to say that we still love each other, but we rushed into marriage. I’ll miss her, but I’m glad she’ll still be around town.
The question is, will that help me to focus on my goals, or push me toward beer, food, and self-loathing even more?
She won’t be moving out for another six weeks (give or take). Once she does, I’ll work toward some of my simple living goals, which should help me determine what is important in my life.
Relationships are hard. This failure has taught me things and will hopefully give me focus for the future.